Dear R,
After an accident like after failure of any type, maybe the most difficult thing is to learn to trust again. In your skills, in your feet, in your abilities, in your smile. And ironically, for building your trust you have to be open to put you up there in those contexts where they are big chances that you will fail again. Until your feet and hands learn again to feel the grip. Until you get used with the pain caused by the uncomfortable climbing shoes. Until your heart and mind learn again to cope with the fear of falling, of letting go or with the tendency to hurry up.
Bouldering greetings,